I was cried.. I cannot tahan anymore.. I hope not to stay at home.. Why? Why im cried? Im not suppose to cry.. I have to be strong.. I feel sad for everything.. Now i don't want to talk don't want to stay with them.. I'll back to my room.. I won't stay at that floor anymore. I hate my family so much.. I stay with them is just survive and work to get money.. I never tell them how i feel.. When i sad and worry they will never know.. They will never ask too. This's why i keep so much recret in my mind.. I don't believe that i can't survive without them. Maybe i survive without them my life will hard but i feel this's happy to me. Yea, Im still studying but ..
I don't know, I really don't know what to do..
Im not happy with everything.. Which place can actually let me rest and relax??
'' Rest & Peace '' ?
No, I think i won't so stupid.. *I guess*
Should i need someone to console?
No, i guess.. cause i scared i will cry infornt of the one who console me..
I won't do this kind of thing. It will not happen.. NEVER!!!
没办法接受这一切。。很难受！不想在受到这些伤害。离开我好吗？拜托！
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I could wait all night and day to go to a party sit down and wait
Give my request to the DJ 'cause my song he's gotta play
And when I hear that beat, I get my body up out my seat
I grab a guy and move my feet, he's playin my song
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
Just turn it up and turn me on
Dj just play that song
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Just play my, play my, play my, play my, play my favorite song
I dont care if everybody's gone, turn it up cuz it turns me on
Keep dancin all night long, feels so right that it can't be wrong
I get chills up and down my spine whenever I hear that song of mine
When it stops better press rewind, let me hear it one more time!
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
I just wanna dance, is that a crime?
Alright then
Oh, uh, oh
(Yeah that's the hottness right here)
Play, come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play play play)
Play
Common play that song (Now mr. DJ)
Play it all night long (I've ask you three times)
Dj just play that song
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play my mother ****ing song)
Play
Common dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
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Cause I want to be dancing all night long (turn it up, turn it up)
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8:09 PM - Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Quarrel With Someone
8:18 AM - Sunday, June 28, 2009
Why you always want to quarrel with me?? You know what i feel actually huh?? I don't know what you feel maybe u feel nothing when we quarrel but i really feel sad..
This few day mood really bad. I can't laugh for the whole. I never laugh but yesterday went to Queensbay with keow & christine only i got laugh. How can my life became so suck??
Just now i saw the photo when my life in sch. Really enjoy enjoy.. I really really miss the moment.. I cannot get back anymore..
Now starting to feel hopeless to my classmate..Im tired for everything now. I just want to stay alone quietly..I begin feel hopeless to everything.. If it's mine then accept if not mine then let it go.. I won't care anymore.. Useless if i care..
Yesterday i went to Queensbay Mall wateched 'Transformers 2' again. Keow so bad, never told me. If i know i won't go watch again.. Some more no popcorn. How hungry is me? I some more watched until slept. After we went to Gurney's Mcd. Actually first we went to Greenlane there but totally full then went to Gurney there. Yesterday quite early we went until 1am something but after reached home get scold from my mom. =.=
This few days always quarrel with people.. What happen to me? I quarrel with my 1st sis, 3rd sis and Ling. I really feel angry!! Im so mad..
This few day mood really bad. I can't laugh for the whole. I never laugh but yesterday went to Queensbay with keow & christine only i got laugh. How can my life became so suck??
Just now i saw the photo when my life in sch. Really enjoy enjoy.. I really really miss the moment.. I cannot get back anymore..
Now starting to feel hopeless to my classmate..Im tired for everything now. I just want to stay alone quietly..I begin feel hopeless to everything.. If it's mine then accept if not mine then let it go.. I won't care anymore.. Useless if i care..
Yesterday i went to Queensbay Mall wateched 'Transformers 2' again. Keow so bad, never told me. If i know i won't go watch again.. Some more no popcorn. How hungry is me? I some more watched until slept. After we went to Gurney's Mcd. Actually first we went to Greenlane there but totally full then went to Gurney there. Yesterday quite early we went until 1am something but after reached home get scold from my mom. =.=
This few days always quarrel with people.. What happen to me? I quarrel with my 1st sis, 3rd sis and Ling. I really feel angry!! Im so mad..
Tired
10:07 AM - Friday, June 26, 2009
Toshii sorry im so lazy to reply. Hehe
- Wednesyday sleep at 4am
- Thursday sleep at 5am
- Friday sleep at 6am
Friday night went to watched ' Transformers 2 '. I love thier cars & motor very nice but movie not bad. Not so nice. After i watched around 3am something. We went to ' Greenhouse' chat some of them ate. Then we went to round somewhere near Batu Ferringi * i guess* After when we back around 5am. When i reach home still cannot sleep so online until 5 something offline already but still can't sleep so i played my phone until 6am only i sleep. Then morning 8am have to wake up. Now Saturday night at 1.24am.. Feel sleepy now..
They go to mcd now. *sigh* I can't go.. I have a lot of homework. Saturday and Sunday have to work.. Tomorrow im going to watch movie at night..
My Tuesday
7:34 PM - Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Actually i should sorry to someone..Maybe i said something im not suppose to said.. Im sorry! But trust me after you cry will better than last time and i hope not to see u cry again..
Actually how to make them happy? I should learn more but i only know to learn how to make people happy but i don't know how to make myself happy.. *WTH*
Sometime i feel tired to facing everyone even my parents and friends.. Im afraid..Tired, im tired.. really really tired..
Something i don't know why you angry and angry for what.. why should i guess this guess that? Can i straight away get the answer? I don't want to guess.. Please don't let me guess again..
Why i don't have any confident with me? A little confident also don't have.. Even asked me to know a people also feel no confident.. WHY?? What happen to me? Last time i won't feel it. I mean last time won't feel so terrible.. Now totally cannot.. Erm.. What am i talking about?? Shit! =.=
Am i insance?
Actually how to make them happy? I should learn more but i only know to learn how to make people happy but i don't know how to make myself happy.. *WTH*
Sometime i feel tired to facing everyone even my parents and friends.. Im afraid..Tired, im tired.. really really tired..
Something i don't know why you angry and angry for what.. why should i guess this guess that? Can i straight away get the answer? I don't want to guess.. Please don't let me guess again..
Why i don't have any confident with me? A little confident also don't have.. Even asked me to know a people also feel no confident.. WHY?? What happen to me? Last time i won't feel it. I mean last time won't feel so terrible.. Now totally cannot.. Erm.. What am i talking about?? Shit! =.=
Am i insance?
Sigh..
8:59 AM - Sunday, June 21, 2009
Homework cannot finish. Im so lazy to finish too.. *sigh*
Nowadays im getting worst and worst.. You meet me you will actually think im fine but actually i was insane in the jungle.. Can you take me out of the jungle? Or maybe kill me..
From now on ward i feel lazy to do all my homework. What's going on with me? When teacher teach also cannot concentrate.. Working also lazy.. I don't know what im doing.. Anything also cannot enter to my memory. My memory is blank. Just like Desktop without software..
Christine: I also hope to sleep until the day i feel ok and everything is all right only wake up!!
Nowadays im getting worst and worst.. You meet me you will actually think im fine but actually i was insane in the jungle.. Can you take me out of the jungle? Or maybe kill me..
From now on ward i feel lazy to do all my homework. What's going on with me? When teacher teach also cannot concentrate.. Working also lazy.. I don't know what im doing.. Anything also cannot enter to my memory. My memory is blank. Just like Desktop without software..
Christine: I also hope to sleep until the day i feel ok and everything is all right only wake up!!
8:36 AM - Saturday, June 20, 2009
What to do?? 2 also my friends. Who i want to help?? 2 also like my another friend.. *sigh* My problem can't even solve by myself some more .. What can i do !! Why you guys like to complain everything to me?? When A told me how was A and B together actually im not dare to tell C(another friend that like B) If im going to tell C sure C will hate A again. Sure i don't want them to fight again.. But if i never tell C will hate me If i tell A will hate me..
Toshii, Can you tell me what to do... So headache !!
I cannot solve my problem, I still cannot control myself.. The time when i free almost will think about X. Feeling want kill myself. Im so hate myself.. 1 song suit me. that is "I hate myself for loving you".Time will take off everything.. This word really Suck! So Sick!! I think time will make me more confuse.
For example like a clothe, if you dont like to wear force also won't feel happy when you wear it. If the clothe not suitable for you to wear force also will break the clothe. At last what i mean is to let me know that things cannot FORCE..
Be stronge baby.. Don't cry because of this.. Useless.. If B don't choose you cry also no use. I understand ur feeling.. You have to be stronge if not when they get a BF will more hurt on that time.. So when the things not yet happen we gonna forget them soon. If not the happen coming to corner cry also useless already.. Trust me.. We forget it together ok?
Today i was chat with F.Ling. I chat with her , i feel.. She change a lot.. LOL
Toshii, Can you tell me what to do... So headache !!
I cannot solve my problem, I still cannot control myself.. The time when i free almost will think about X. Feeling want kill myself. Im so hate myself.. 1 song suit me. that is "I hate myself for loving you".Time will take off everything.. This word really Suck! So Sick!! I think time will make me more confuse.
For example like a clothe, if you dont like to wear force also won't feel happy when you wear it. If the clothe not suitable for you to wear force also will break the clothe. At last what i mean is to let me know that things cannot FORCE..
Be stronge baby.. Don't cry because of this.. Useless.. If B don't choose you cry also no use. I understand ur feeling.. You have to be stronge if not when they get a BF will more hurt on that time.. So when the things not yet happen we gonna forget them soon. If not the happen coming to corner cry also useless already.. Trust me.. We forget it together ok?
Today i was chat with F.Ling. I chat with her , i feel.. She change a lot.. LOL
My favarite song list on June
4:57 AM - Friday, June 19, 2009
My favorite song list on June (Include old song):
1. Hatin' On The Club by Rihanna *highlight*
2. Right Round by Flo Rida
3. Broken String by James Morrison
4. Crazier by Taylor Swift
5. I Will Be by Leona Lewis
6. Beautiful by Akon
7. Shone by Flo Rida
8. Eh,Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) by Lady Gaga
9. If U Seek Amy by Britney Spears
10. I Do Not Hook Up by Kelly Clarkson
11. OohOoh Baby by Britney Spears
12. Paranoid by Jonas Brothers
13. The Climb by Miley Cyrus
14. Hoedown Throwdown by Miley Cyrus
15. Love Games by Lady Gaga
16. Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas
What Can I Do....??
1:36 AM
Nothing??
I love today's wheather so much cause it's raining day.. Suit me.. Today's wheather really suit me because today's wheather look like me sometime cold sometime hot.
Thinking .. Thinking .. Thinking ..
What can i do for stop think of someX?
Don't hope too much.. Im just hope to stay with X. I know X won't like me but just need a .. What? I don't know what i want.. *sigh*
=.=''
I love today's wheather so much cause it's raining day.. Suit me.. Today's wheather really suit me because today's wheather look like me sometime cold sometime hot.
Thinking .. Thinking .. Thinking ..
What can i do for stop think of someX?
Don't hope too much.. Im just hope to stay with X. I know X won't like me but just need a .. What? I don't know what i want.. *sigh*
=.=''
Thanks To My God Sis!
7:11 PM - Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Thanks alotz my dearest sis. Im glad to have you sis. Thanks God! She is the one who treat me so good. I Love You sis! You will always in my heart. You are the Best ever in my heart. Really..
Although sis we long time didn't meet but you will still so care about me. Sis you must be happy. Don't you same like me..
Miss ya always!
God Bless you!
Although sis we long time didn't meet but you will still so care about me. Sis you must be happy. Don't you same like me..
Miss ya always!
God Bless you!
心情麻麻地
7:16 AM
今天的我本来心情还蛮不错，不过遇上某些事情'倒致'心情变坏。我想现在还能忍受，不过我不能保证下次能用现在的心情去忍受。我猜下次会比现在肯难受。其实我心里真的很不爽。对，你叫我放心，不过你看这种情况。如何叫我去放心呢？如果换做是你，你会怎样？我看你的心情也跟我差不多。 我想你能真正体会到我的心情吧。其时我以偿试的当什么都不知道看不到，不过事情总是要出现在我面前。为什么？？虽然你跟我说没什么，不过也不能怎样改便到我的看法和心情。我很希望有一个人能真真的开解我和你。我们俩的事情真的发生了太突然了。我不知道你能忍受吗，不过我很肯定的告诉你，我站时还能忍受这一切。你呢？
其时我感觉到我很‘野蛮’我真的太野蛮了。
我真的说不出我心中的感受。很累！算了吧！我们都一起]投降好吗？
不过我会慢慢的学习怎样平静下来。你也会吧？我的小老婆。哈哈
有时候我会觉得我是多余的。 多可怜！你会可怜我这个老公吗？哈哈
每当我搭上学校的门口，我都会用很多的力气去爬上班。 这是为什么？
对你说的没错，她是在利用我，但是我心甘情愿的给她利用。你也不许要为我超心。谁叫我那么笨。哈哈。我也知道你是一翻好意，谢了！
其时我感觉到我很‘野蛮’我真的太野蛮了。
我真的说不出我心中的感受。很累！算了吧！我们都一起]投降好吗？
不过我会慢慢的学习怎样平静下来。你也会吧？我的小老婆。哈哈
有时候我会觉得我是多余的。 多可怜！你会可怜我这个老公吗？哈哈
每当我搭上学校的门口，我都会用很多的力气去爬上班。 这是为什么？
对你说的没错，她是在利用我，但是我心甘情愿的给她利用。你也不许要为我超心。谁叫我那么笨。哈哈。我也知道你是一翻好意，谢了！
My Wednesday!
6:49 AM
Today my sis went to Bosini brought a T-shirt for me. I love it so much. You know why? Cause got a big guitar inside my t-shirt. Haha. Really cool! Thanks alotz..
Just now went to Tsuruya Japanese Restaurant at Timesquare. I was eat alotz. They left alotz of food for me. Im Fully charge now. *powerful* LOL. Full until i can't stand up. LOL. What the hell. That was terrible!! I can't believe what i ate just now. Quite delicious actually.. Not bad u guys can try it.. If you ask ' expensive or not then i guess... to me, not bad. Depends on you guys.Some expensive some ok. Depends on what you guys order.
Toshii : Actually why im using chinese? Cause that post is specially for my 1 friend. She love to read in chinese that's why im using chinese to post. Hope you don't mind ya..
Just now went to Tsuruya Japanese Restaurant at Timesquare. I was eat alotz. They left alotz of food for me. Im Fully charge now. *powerful* LOL. Full until i can't stand up. LOL. What the hell. That was terrible!! I can't believe what i ate just now. Quite delicious actually.. Not bad u guys can try it.. If you ask ' expensive or not then i guess... to me, not bad. Depends on you guys.Some expensive some ok. Depends on what you guys order.
Toshii : Actually why im using chinese? Cause that post is specially for my 1 friend. She love to read in chinese that's why im using chinese to post. Hope you don't mind ya..
华文版
5:49 AM - Tuesday, June 16, 2009
今天的我不大对劲。有可能睡眠不足造成这样。心情就自然不一样。我觉得我应该要认真的学习。不应该在学校搞笑。雁琳我觉得我们不应该这样的过日子。明知道每机会还要去，明知道犯了错误还要犯，这是自己拿来的。真的很犯贱。你说对吗？
What Kind Of Life You Like The Most?
4:56 AM
If god is going to let you choose will u choose to be which kind of people?
1. Be Famous, everyone know you
2. Be rich, but not much friends
3. Be normal, friends ok and not that rich
4. Be poor, but u have a lot of friends
5. A lot of friends but no boyfriend
6. 1 boyfriend but no bestfriend
Which kind of life will you going to choose?
Come comment here.
see which one you will think the most important..
1. Be Famous, everyone know you
2. Be rich, but not much friends
3. Be normal, friends ok and not that rich
4. Be poor, but u have a lot of friends
5. A lot of friends but no boyfriend
6. 1 boyfriend but no bestfriend
Which kind of life will you going to choose?
Come comment here.
see which one you will think the most important..
A lot Of Homework!!
12:41 PM - Monday, June 15, 2009
Now im still doing my stupid homework.. now is already 3.42am. Im so lazy.. Can i just leave it?? *killing myself* My 2 essay still haven't finish but 1 got point already. Better than no right. Haha. Now some more chat with the siao lang JC so talkative man. 2 talkative people sure chat until so late. 2 penda pulak. No way sorry lin i know this is ur favarite penda im using ur penda to compare to him. Hope you don't mind yea. Hee..
i love 'Right Round' & ' Hatin On The Club' . So nice. I love the song.
6 minute ago..
2 minute ago..
3 minute ago..
5 minute ago..
1 minute ago..
Now is already 4am. Im going to sleep. If not tomorrow can't wake up for doing my homework again.
Good Nitez Everyone !!
Opps.. not Good Nitez.. It's Good Morning to everyone.. LOL
i love 'Right Round' & ' Hatin On The Club' . So nice. I love the song.
6 minute ago..
2 minute ago..
3 minute ago..
5 minute ago..
1 minute ago..
Now is already 4am. Im going to sleep. If not tomorrow can't wake up for doing my homework again.
Good Nitez Everyone !!
Opps.. not Good Nitez.. It's Good Morning to everyone.. LOL
Who Will Actually Read My Blog?
5:31 AM
Would you actually read my blog? If you will comment here..
Today too lazy to do my homework. Since i come here nothing to write then crap here. I need you guys give some respone here. LOL
Come! Come! Comment me.. Haha
Today too lazy to do my homework. Since i come here nothing to write then crap here. I need you guys give some respone here. LOL
Come! Come! Comment me.. Haha
The Last Day Of My Holiday
9:14 AM - Sunday, June 14, 2009
Uh no uh no.. Tomorrow back to school again. my 1 week holiday is gone. *sigh* Feel like not going cause my homework still haven't finish. (shit!can i finish it tomorrow?)
Today never go work so good but i stay at home did my homework until now.(12.18am) so lazy!!!
Atually today nothing happen so today's post will be short.
Today never go work so good but i stay at home did my homework until now.(12.18am) so lazy!!!
Atually today nothing happen so today's post will be short.
The First Time I Went to Fame & Today is Yen's Birthday
8:26 PM - Saturday, June 13, 2009
Today is Yen birthday. Happy Birthday Yen!! Yesterday we went to Paradise BBQ celebrated for her. Around 20 people + to celebrated with her. Before when i went to Paradise i was went to find her at Queensbay at the same time i went to brought present for her. Around 9pm i reached Paradise but im the only 1 who reached first. =.= I, theng, wei,keow & her bf back at 12 something cause we gonna jump to Fame. Actually keow drop me & theng first then she fetch wei back only come but at last she said she cannot come already then i & theng looking for kryz, nee, audry & her bf. We was drunk chivas . I don't think we drunk too much but nee was drunk too much & she was 'mabuk' she can't even stand properly & sit on the floor. She was vomit. We went back around 3am something at the same time i saw Suzan & Yeoh Ling. They said i was 'mabuk' too but i don't think so. Do you think so? Look, i can even return yesterday's happen do you think i 'mabuk'?? Haha. I can't walk straight but i still know what happen. LOL. Suzan don't you tell anyone what happen on yesterday. Haha. ok although u are not reading what am i return but i still will return here.LOL.
Atually i went to Fame looking for pretty girls but there is only have 1 pretty girl .(that's my friend kryz) LOL She totally look different.*laughing* & audry so sexy. Wow! What about nee, she was dancing with kryz & audry. Long time no see them at last we met at Fame. LOL. Yvoone you should come but you never come. Wasted!
My house's alarm was Rang!! (luckily my parent never scold) Haha.
I can feel it why sometime people is having in bad mood they would drunk. Cause when we drunk we would actually won't thinking about .. ( i don't know how to explain) or maybe only i will think so..
Atually i went to Fame looking for pretty girls but there is only have 1 pretty girl .(that's my friend kryz) LOL She totally look different.*laughing* & audry so sexy. Wow! What about nee, she was dancing with kryz & audry. Long time no see them at last we met at Fame. LOL. Yvoone you should come but you never come. Wasted!
My house's alarm was Rang!! (luckily my parent never scold) Haha.
I can feel it why sometime people is having in bad mood they would drunk. Cause when we drunk we would actually won't thinking about .. ( i don't know how to explain) or maybe only i will think so..
I Met Her Again
9:13 AM - Friday, June 12, 2009
Today i was like normaly when i work until 5 something i saw her. When i pass the paper to the chef at the same time i guess i was saw someone fermilier. Finally i saw her.. I really saw her.She was like.... smiling at me. I was half year never contact her.. Suddenly came infornt of me. Atually i got some surprise. Why god want to make a choice to let us met again?? When i saw her at the same time my brain like stop thinking. (can't even explain my feeling) I was like.. (what the hell am i looking at) I get shocked.. I remember her face again. My memory suddenly appear what we did last time. I wanted to ask her why suddenly dissapeared. Can she actually know what i feel?? I think this is the first and the last time i met her on 2009. I hope not to meet her again. Last time i force myself to think back her face but no use. I can't remember her face until today i saw her. I can't believe that i was talk to her about 3-5 sec only. We look stranger compare to last time totally different..
I lost her number in my phone but i never go to find out her number in my desktop. Now i really hope not to meet her again. Really!!
Now feeling like don't want go work. I scared she will come again or maybe she won't come again. What can i do with her.
God! Please, Don't let us meet again. I really hope not to meet her again. *praying*
XiuLin : you still remember her? ( i guess u will right?)
I lost her number in my phone but i never go to find out her number in my desktop. Now i really hope not to meet her again. Really!!
Now feeling like don't want go work. I scared she will come again or maybe she won't come again. What can i do with her.
God! Please, Don't let us meet again. I really hope not to meet her again. *praying*
XiuLin : you still remember her? ( i guess u will right?)
After worked..
i was going to watched Monster vs Alien for 3D. 1 comment, so bored!! I watched until sleepy..
We can actually experience the feeling between wearing spec or not wearing. Some of them look 'sua pa' taking so much photo there. Im using E-payment so 15bucks + 0.50.
About Canon 400D Photo
8:30 AM - Wednesday, June 10, 2009
None Tittle
1:30 AM
Morning went to watched ' The Movie ' alone at 11am. Not bad i love this movie. Miley looks pretty. I love the song too.. Actually the movie quite funny..lol. The following picture is the movie that i said just now.
From now onward i won't express it. I only will keep it. I try to express it before but no use. It will only make people fight the most.. If like that better keep it. Express will hurt Keep also will hurt then i better choose to keep. I don't know why sometime will fight for nothing. * so trouble* Im so tired for everything..
I don't want to know, I don't want to care, I don't want to do. Just leave it.
This show was suck.. I watched until want to sleep..
From now onward i won't express it. I only will keep it. I try to express it before but no use. It will only make people fight the most.. If like that better keep it. Express will hurt Keep also will hurt then i better choose to keep. I don't know why sometime will fight for nothing. * so trouble* Im so tired for everything..
I don't want to know, I don't want to care, I don't want to do. Just leave it.
The 3rd Days Of My Holidays
9:27 AM - Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Yesterday not much custemer i still can online for 2 hours. Not bad.. LOL. I just woke up, Now is only 12.30am.. Aaron just asked me to go Clubbing. I just don't understand.. Clubbing? Fun? I don't think so.. What so fun? Huh? Can anyone tell me? What am i thinkking now? No no.. Im not thinking anything. No no.. *thinking* Who care!! I don't care.. Sometime will feel bit left out. For no reason. Stupid! Hate this feeling.. Suck!
I got some photo here when sun capture one. Ckeck this out but im not sure whether this my photo or my bro i forget already.
Just post some cause i didn't get all my photo yet. After went to Botanical Garden for shooting some flowers.
I got some photo here when sun capture one. Ckeck this out but im not sure whether this my photo or my bro i forget already.
When i went to horse stadium
Just post some cause i didn't get all my photo yet. After went to Botanical Garden for shooting some flowers.All this photo are using Canon D50 to capture.
Today's mood ma ma tei..No, now my mood is slowly changing into bad. He lie to me.. YOU Suck!! Sometime i really feel hate you. Don't you make me angry please! I'll kill you BITCH !! Now you trying to 'C' her. Am i correct? Huh.. Sometime i really cannot tahan what you did to her. Although u never did anything..
Sometime i feel not to chat with her better than chat with her. I feel like both of us will mostly fight or maybe this's my problem..
I NEED A COUNTSELER!!! * HELP *
What's my fucking brain am i having now?? A Jealousy Brain? Huh?
( For Ling ) hey, If you reading my post then good, Cause im going to tell you i always regreat after i fight with you. Sometime not i want to scold you but you should understand me, If 1 person having bad mood then you keep showing this face people will very pek chek.. Do u think i always fight with you very fun meh.. i'll feel sad eh ok..
Hope you don't take it serious ok?
Now 2.06am can't sleep again..
You know what im going to delay my movie again. Still left 9 hours more im going to watch ' The Movie ' after 11 housrs im going to watch ' Terminator Salvation '.. I hope this time they won't ask me to delay my plan to go work.. I really hate it. (terpaksa..)
3.14am zzZzz
3.43am zzZzz
About DSLR Camera
11:31 AM - Monday, June 8, 2009
Now i fall in love with shooting photo. I been intereted in camera. especially Canon EOS 500D & Nikon D5000.. Now in Nikon D5000 this the latest camera. Nice!How about Nikon D5000.. That's a great DSLR Camera. Atually i like my bro one. His 3rd camera Canon D50 not bad.
This's Nikon D5000This's what my bro having in 3rd DSLR camera called Canon D50
Canon D50
My God!! Look at thier Lenses..
The 2nd Day Of Holiday
9:48 AM
Time pass so slow. No, it's slow when im working and fast when im online..Actually i should enjoy my holiday but my mom took off my holiday already.. Luckily tomorrow still got 1 day free. Im going to watch 2 movie.. yipee.. im going to watch.. 'The Movie' by Miley Cyrus. That's my favarite artist.. Atually my friend asked me to go on 4 june cause the movie is started on 4 june but that time got class so cannot go. *sad* Always nobody accomplany me go watch movie so pity.. Never mind la. Who care.. Go myself some more no need to wait people or ask them whether want watch this movie or not. I can just choose what i want to watch. Not bad what. LOL
I begin so tired in this family.. We totally have lot of problem here. Not even family like some of them are my relationship.. They was suck! I hate them so much.. Which word can let me describe about them? No, no word can describe about them.. Too TERRIBLE !!
Hoho.. Pet Society's now currently unable to connect. Haha. How many days i never play for that game? Feel bored in that game now. BORED!!!
This few days work that there i suddenly feel ok. Cause i work there can automatic set up my mood or my mind..
Wow! Today Krystle came back from Penang. I and my friend thiniking to celebrate with her bout no time. Everyone also busy in study and work. Haha.. Shu will come back for holiday soon..
I think this holiday will go to work already. ( so tired ) Always work also never mind but work there can die. But never mind the most important is can set me up.. Now holidays some more got pretty girls come eat. Not bad what..LOL.. Look around sure can if find ofcause no. Cause all still study ( too young to me) Haha xp
Today can't sleep again.. Today u so early sleep.. Now 2.43am already. My eyes still look like a owl. =.= Luckily still got people to chat with me. Haha
3.12am already..
i think i have to sleep now if not tomorrow will very sleepy..
I begin so tired in this family.. We totally have lot of problem here. Not even family like some of them are my relationship.. They was suck! I hate them so much.. Which word can let me describe about them? No, no word can describe about them.. Too TERRIBLE !!
Hoho.. Pet Society's now currently unable to connect. Haha. How many days i never play for that game? Feel bored in that game now. BORED!!!
This few days work that there i suddenly feel ok. Cause i work there can automatic set up my mood or my mind..
Wow! Today Krystle came back from Penang. I and my friend thiniking to celebrate with her bout no time. Everyone also busy in study and work. Haha.. Shu will come back for holiday soon..
I think this holiday will go to work already. ( so tired ) Always work also never mind but work there can die. But never mind the most important is can set me up.. Now holidays some more got pretty girls come eat. Not bad what..LOL.. Look around sure can if find ofcause no. Cause all still study ( too young to me) Haha xp
Today can't sleep again.. Today u so early sleep.. Now 2.43am already. My eyes still look like a owl. =.= Luckily still got people to chat with me. Haha
3.12am already..
i think i have to sleep now if not tomorrow will very sleepy..
A Tired Day I Had Been Enter
8:17 AM - Sunday, June 7, 2009
Today so tired.. *sleepy* cause i went to ' Horse Stadium ' & Botanical Garden for shooting photo. Quite fun cause im so enjoy to took photo there.. when i went to Botanical Garden i really sweat a lot. So fun.. I'll upload some photo after i set all the photo.. While im taking some photo there alone got 1 girl came from me. She was talked to me & asked me to show her what am i capture. Quite pretty, not pretty ok. it's quite pretty only. LOL . After Botanical Garden i went to 1-Stop brought a new Wide screen TVabout 8 hundred ++ . Then went back awhile. After a few minute continue back to work. Wow! Today was a lot of custemer there. i work for 2 or 3 people job. So tired, never rest.
If Tomorrow Never comes
10:41 AM - Saturday, June 6, 2009
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morningWould she ever doubt the way
I feelAbout her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only oneAnd if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without meIs the love
I gave her in the pastGonna be enough to lastIf tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morningWould she ever doubt the way
I feelAbout her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only oneAnd if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without meIs the love
I gave her in the pastGonna be enough to lastIf tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
A peaceful Day..
8:57 AM
You know what.. Actually today im suppose to be going to round penang island but nobody went to shop so i have to go. Tomorrow im going to 'horse stadium' for shooting photo. Yeah! Im so excited.. *Yipee*
Just now i chat with her i saw her personal message said she fainted yesterday. How can she fainted. She told me she well soon. But.. *sigh* Some more injection. What the hell.. Actually so many people care about her. I care about her she won't realize. Who care!!
I still got 1 week to go..
I feel im so noise because i always message her & ask her this ask her that. Yea, she never said me noise before but i feel im noise. I'll trying not to message her so much. You know what, the time when i work i realize 1 thing. I realize that im working there sometime when more customers i'll automatic forget about her & won't think so much.
Today i went to work. Ofcause not that simple. I got something to tell here. I Just ate Koey Tiao Teng, economic rice 2 times, roti, salad rice add rice. How about drinks, 1 mineral water, 100plus & apple juice. What's wrong wth me?? huh?
So Tired!!
I don't understand her.. Maybe she too friendly to everyone. Why am i so stupid to fall on her. Bad News ! Bad News !!!
I think have to give up. If not i'll look like a insance human. I dont even look like human. What am i look like. I dont know !!!!
peaceful? I don't think today is a peaceful day. I hate what she did to me.. Really.. Everything she did will make me fall on her. Why?? Why?? *so sick*
Which day can actually make me fell happy? Next time can i return something happyness to here? I hope to..
Actaully A & new syimbol of F are same ccountry with me. They actually facing the same kind of problem. But im the most unlucky. Cause she knew i like her. * sight * I need to breath.. In her mind 2 words can describe about me. That's Stupid & Crazy.
How can my life make it so hard?? How can she treat me like this?? How come !!
Just now i chat with her i saw her personal message said she fainted yesterday. How can she fainted. She told me she well soon. But.. *sigh* Some more injection. What the hell.. Actually so many people care about her. I care about her she won't realize. Who care!!
I still got 1 week to go..
I feel im so noise because i always message her & ask her this ask her that. Yea, she never said me noise before but i feel im noise. I'll trying not to message her so much. You know what, the time when i work i realize 1 thing. I realize that im working there sometime when more customers i'll automatic forget about her & won't think so much.
Today i went to work. Ofcause not that simple. I got something to tell here. I Just ate Koey Tiao Teng, economic rice 2 times, roti, salad rice add rice. How about drinks, 1 mineral water, 100plus & apple juice. What's wrong wth me?? huh?
So Tired!!
I don't understand her.. Maybe she too friendly to everyone. Why am i so stupid to fall on her. Bad News ! Bad News !!!
I think have to give up. If not i'll look like a insance human. I dont even look like human. What am i look like. I dont know !!!!
peaceful? I don't think today is a peaceful day. I hate what she did to me.. Really.. Everything she did will make me fall on her. Why?? Why?? *so sick*
Which day can actually make me fell happy? Next time can i return something happyness to here? I hope to..
Actaully A & new syimbol of F are same ccountry with me. They actually facing the same kind of problem. But im the most unlucky. Cause she knew i like her. * sight * I need to breath.. In her mind 2 words can describe about me. That's Stupid & Crazy.
How can my life make it so hard?? How can she treat me like this?? How come !!
About Her
9:04 AM - Friday, June 5, 2009
I just message her. She feel better now. She was sick on Thursday. Im so worry about her. Sometime i got a feeling like going to take care her. (stupid) This few days she stay at room alone. Actually im thinking to accompany her but i still dont know how to drive. *useless*
I can''t even take her to eat, fetch her after school & hanging out with her. *sigh*
Yesterday she never attend the class. Because she back to hometown already. Suddenly would feel quiet in this class. Although she not talkative in this class but... maybe i don't really talk. Sometime they told me without me or my sound the class will very quiet. Is that truth? I don't really know. I have to go on my life without her. Actually i always told her how much i miss her but will she actually miss me too? Yea, i like her and she knew it too. I don't think this's a good news.
She would always in bad mood. I don't know why.. She only told me 1 time before but i can't do anything also. Atleast she would be ok after she told me. (i guess) Like me.. i don't know how to express myself. Now only i trying to create a blog to express it. *tired*
I wonder what she thinking. She never tell me everything about her. My God !! What the Hell am i doing?? Am i crazy? Actually i hope she can avoid me after she knew i like her. I need her to tell me she don't like me but she don't want to tell. Why? Why not??
I hate it !! * angry*
Actually today i'll going to round penang island to shooting photo with my bro but 2 sis gonna exam so i have to work. Sunday only i go for 'horse stadium' i don't know what to call.. Maybe after will going to bortenical garden.
Today morning have to go work. *sigh*
Im sleepy now..
To Be continue..
I can''t even take her to eat, fetch her after school & hanging out with her. *sigh*
Yesterday she never attend the class. Because she back to hometown already. Suddenly would feel quiet in this class. Although she not talkative in this class but... maybe i don't really talk. Sometime they told me without me or my sound the class will very quiet. Is that truth? I don't really know. I have to go on my life without her. Actually i always told her how much i miss her but will she actually miss me too? Yea, i like her and she knew it too. I don't think this's a good news.
She would always in bad mood. I don't know why.. She only told me 1 time before but i can't do anything also. Atleast she would be ok after she told me. (i guess) Like me.. i don't know how to express myself. Now only i trying to create a blog to express it. *tired*
I wonder what she thinking. She never tell me everything about her. My God !! What the Hell am i doing?? Am i crazy? Actually i hope she can avoid me after she knew i like her. I need her to tell me she don't like me but she don't want to tell. Why? Why not??
I hate it !! * angry*
Actually today i'll going to round penang island to shooting photo with my bro but 2 sis gonna exam so i have to work. Sunday only i go for 'horse stadium' i don't know what to call.. Maybe after will going to bortenical garden.
Today morning have to go work. *sigh*
Im sleepy now..
To Be continue..
Alone At Home
4:43 AM
Do u think im pity?huh? No, i don't think so. Because this's my favorite yea..i love to stay alone at home. Good for me actually. Haha
Our school have 1 week holiday.. i repeat.. 1 week holiday. *sigh*
People will almost very excited to have fun on their holidays and i think i can't really enjoy my holidays. I have to work at the stupid Queensbay Mall there. Look at thier face i can't even tahan what they did. Feeling like killing them. *kill kill kill*
I don't know why some of them their blog will return until SO meaningful there and SO much fun there. can i have it like them? No,i can't. I have never meet the day before. Do i have a choice?huh?
Talk about my homework.. Uh no.. that's suck! U know what, im using more than 2 weeks to complete my Acrylic drawing. Until now also cannot finish my drawing. Useless me!!! *angry*
In my drawing is only got 1 actually can make me feel better. *can be accepted* The 1 is using pencil to draw & shade.
The stupid photo that i choosen in my Acrylic is the most suck! U know why? because inside have a lot of chinese words. =.=''
Now im thinking to settle my stupid chinese words. So difficult. *headache*
To me i feel Acrylic is the most hard to control or maybe i still haven't learn about Acrylic. Anyway i will try my best to learn it up. *powerful*
Uh no.. Im so hungry!!! *feeling hungry right now*
Yeah! My pet society level is up to 33th-131,219. now i have 10,739 coin in my pet society. LOL
Our school have 1 week holiday.. i repeat.. 1 week holiday. *sigh*
People will almost very excited to have fun on their holidays and i think i can't really enjoy my holidays. I have to work at the stupid Queensbay Mall there. Look at thier face i can't even tahan what they did. Feeling like killing them. *kill kill kill*
I don't know why some of them their blog will return until SO meaningful there and SO much fun there. can i have it like them? No,i can't. I have never meet the day before. Do i have a choice?huh?
Talk about my homework.. Uh no.. that's suck! U know what, im using more than 2 weeks to complete my Acrylic drawing. Until now also cannot finish my drawing. Useless me!!! *angry*
In my drawing is only got 1 actually can make me feel better. *can be accepted* The 1 is using pencil to draw & shade.
The stupid photo that i choosen in my Acrylic is the most suck! U know why? because inside have a lot of chinese words. =.=''
Now im thinking to settle my stupid chinese words. So difficult. *headache*
To me i feel Acrylic is the most hard to control or maybe i still haven't learn about Acrylic. Anyway i will try my best to learn it up. *powerful*
Uh no.. Im so hungry!!! *feeling hungry right now*
Yeah! My pet society level is up to 33th-131,219. now i have 10,739 coin in my pet society. LOL
My First Post
2:44 AM
1st i'll using broken english to post it..
Don't you feel weird..
Can u actually understand me after u read my psot? No i guess..cause i don't even understand myself..2 word can describe about me..
..WEIRD & BORED..
this's my short post..
Don't you feel weird & =.=
And please give some comment to me
Don't you feel weird..
Can u actually understand me after u read my psot? No i guess..cause i don't even understand myself..2 word can describe about me..
..WEIRD & BORED..
this's my short post..
Don't you feel weird & =.=
And please give some comment to me
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
June 2009
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August 2009
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October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010