我真的没办法在坚持下去了。很难受!有谁知道我的难受?有谁会了解?事情让我觉得越来越复杂了。这些事情让我无法让我有个真真的生活。每一分钟的我都心无在焉。现在我的生活过得很冲淡,虽然我早上是在玩但我心还是想尽办法完成我的功课,上课时走来走去没事做等放学,放学了就睡觉,到了6点起床回家online一下,到了9点又睡觉直到天亮,这样就过了一天。我整天都心无在焉的,连电话都一直忘了拿甚至钱包也忘了带。好像昨天我又忘了拿手机。我心到底藏了多少东西在里面?
这么多年已来让我觉得最严重的就是这次了。这几天都不能让我平静下来。我真的怕有一天我变成精神分裂。好像那件事可算是小事,但我好像不大放得下。我以告诉了我自己,这件是过了就算,但我会变得肯生气,我也会一直在怪责自己。
我每一次回到家都装做一幅没事的样子。到了学校又不能太明显。
其实我真的很想去外走走,我想也不能让我一直在忽思乱想。
拜托,你可以不要忽思乱想吗?
你想我要吗?我也不想亚。
你可要放松自己,免得你会啃痛苦,放肆自己会好多。
我也想放肆自己但有些东西不是我控制的来,你明白吗?
你听我讲..
不,够了我不想在听了!
痛苦是你自找的你明白吗?
够了好吗?我真的不想在听下去了。。拜托!!
现在,在金钱方面真的很有问题,现在我拿了1500块 他们都没钱了,其实我想告诉他们不如我不要读了,这样辛苦。大多数都每一天在讲金钱,不然就为了那件店而吵,每一次妈在讲那个女人爸就会毫无意思的生气,他是怎么了?我真的受够了。
我的人生突然变得一片灰暗。做什么都觉得好无疑意。什么都变得不重要了。 目标也慢慢的消失了。。
昨天如果住久家我就不想起床了,就这样睡到明天。因为睡觉对我来说是最太平了。虽然醒了也不想起床。好累也!
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P L A Y
by Jennifer Lopez
I could wait all night and day to go to a party sit down and wait
Give my request to the DJ 'cause my song he's gotta play
And when I hear that beat, I get my body up out my seat
I grab a guy and move my feet, he's playin my song
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
Just turn it up and turn me on
Dj just play that song
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Just play my, play my, play my, play my, play my favorite song
I dont care if everybody's gone, turn it up cuz it turns me on
Keep dancin all night long, feels so right that it can't be wrong
I get chills up and down my spine whenever I hear that song of mine
When it stops better press rewind, let me hear it one more time!
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
I just wanna dance, is that a crime?
Alright then
Oh, uh, oh
(Yeah that's the hottness right here)
Play, come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play play play)
Play
Common play that song (Now mr. DJ)
Play it all night long (I've ask you three times)
Dj just play that song
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play my mother ****ing song)
Play
Common dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
Dj just play my song (turn it up, turn it up)
Cause I want to be dancing all night long (turn it up, turn it up)
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
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F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 15 years old, aren't i?
ONE basically this section is really random. TWO like it's seriously up to you what you want to have here. THREE like maybe a short-term and long-term goals section. FOUR or some pictures maybe?. FIVE or it could be say, the top whatever songs in your ipod/itunes/etc right now. SIX you could also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping. SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section? NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section. ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know. TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here. THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section. FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something? FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
basically just stuff you need to do, like homework and projects. or you could change this to any other stuff you want yeah?
T A G B O A R D
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